hermosa y preciosa

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ella,

you are beautiful! should you ever have moments in your life when you doubt this–you must know how you have captivated so many by your beauty. as we walk down the streets here in mexico, we are surrounded by whispers and comments of

aye, que hermosa.

que preciosa.

mira los ojos.

tan bonita es ella.

you draw these people to you. we hear it constantly! you turn heads. you bring smiles. you exude happiness, goodness, and beauty.

may you always draw people to you because they can feel that goodness. be an example. be kind. be hermosa y  preciosa always.

–tu mamacita

2.19.06

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mexico mi amor

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i absolutely, positively could not wait to play with the pictures i took of ella on our trip to mexico.  taking her with us was worth it just to get these shots. more to come. oh yes, much more to come. 🙂

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if you know me well, you’ll get a kick out of this.

wow. what a week! can’t believe we’ve been able to cram so much adventure into just one week. so starting last with last saturday, my family came to town. we went to disneyland, california adventure, santa barbara, a monarch butterfly reserve, and spent fun times together. then on thursday night, we left dallin here with my family and flew out to mexico city for a weekend with jeff’s parents and siblings. on friday, we almost got left at the airport and our 15-passenger van dropped the transmission on the freeway. luckily we were rescued and the rest of the weekend was amazing. we spent it in a beautiful little colonial mexican town, ate incredibly yummy mexican food without getting the hershey squirts (surprise surprise), and had more great times together.

got home late last night but not without one more adventure. so get a load of this…
after getting off the plane, getting bused to the terminal, making it through customs and immigration, waiting fo-ev-eh for our luggage, we finally made it out to the curbside to catch our shuttle to parking.
by this time, ella had HAD ENOUGH! it was cold outside. she was exhausted and ready to get the heck home. we waited for the shuttle. and waited. and watched. and waited. 20 minutes pass. we’ve seen people come and go and still we wait. ella is crying and i’m starting to get a little miffed. jeff says "cher, just relax. don’t stress."  i turn to him and say in my end-of-the-travel-rope voice, "don’t tell me what to do."
hah. as if we didn’t need any more palpable tension. then he says, "all right then. you have my permission. go ballistic."
so i did…
we finally see the shuttle pull up. by this time many people have gathered waiting for the same shuttle as we were. they all start rushing toward it. jeff gets there first and loads our big luggage. then he gets off to help me as i’m carrying ella, pushing the stroller, and pulling another suitcase behind me. in the mad rush to get to the shuttle, people swarm in front of us and jump on. then the driver steps up and says to those of us still outside, "i’m sorry, we’re too full. you’ll have to wait."

cue the beast unleashed… if you know me, i’m generally soft-spoken, accomodating, a please-don’t-draw-attention-to-me kind of person. tonight, i was not. with anger and adrenaline pumping full force, i began to yell from behind the group. NO! I’M NOT WAITING. IT IS COLD OUT HERE AND I HAVE A BABY. WE HAVE WAITED HERE FOR 20 MINUTES LONGER THAN ANY OF THESE PEOPLE.
jeff is still standing behind me quietly. the driver proceeds to say, "i’m sorry maam. there aren’t enough seats. you may get hurt."
i yell again. I DON’T CARE. I WILL NOT WAIT. I HAVE A BABY. meanwhile everyone on the bus and street is staring. i march around the people who had swarmed in front of me and stepped up onto the bus. jeff follows behind without saying a word. kinda like the ferris bueller bus scene, everyone is silently looking at me like i’m the principal covered with garbage. luckily, some girl (who may or may not have had warm gummy bears in her pocket) moved over so we could sit down.

i guess when jeff told me to go ballistic, he didn’t know what i had in mind. then again, neither did i.

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this road we’re traveling

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is paved with rocks and twinkies…

that’s what i’m feeling like right now. like major overconsumption of twinkies!  unfortunately that’s one of the ways i cope with stress. eat. eat. eat. then eat some more.

for the first time in years, i bought a box of twinkies. and, well, i must admit i’ve eaten a few. stress is abounding in our lives right now and that blasted fat-filled, processed puff of sugar has found its way into my life.

so, we put an offer on a house on monday, then received a counter offer. we’ve countered back and now we’re just waiting…waiting…waiting.
it’s a really beautiful little neighborhood.  it’s the bella vista community right next to valencia high school. cute house, great floor plan, end of a cul-de-sac. we’ll see.  trying not to get my hopes up. i’ve done that before and was utterly devastated. don’t want to make that mistake again.

no bites yet on our house. i can’t help but think people are crazy for passing this up! 🙂 but, of course, i am learning patience and faith. patience and trust. patience. and paaaaaaaaaaaaaatience. hopefully i won’t have to eat too many twinkies before things work out. i’d hate to be found comatose because i overdosed on those little lumps of lard.

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hanging on for the ride

and my what a ride it is going to be.

we are moving!

goodbye oxnard. hello valencia.

jeff received a job promotion and we’re headed inland for a while. it is only an hour away, but i will miss it here tremendously–my cozy, beautiful little house that i have made a home, wonderful friends around the corner, our ward family, and that breathtaking ocean just a few minutes away.

but change is here and it is time. i am grateful for the opportunity. grateful for a husband that works so hard to provide. grateful to know we will be led where we need to go.

life is good.
(just remember that when i’m trying live in my house without "living" in it. may it sell quickly!!!!!!!!!)

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guilty pleasures…

everybody has them. here are just a few of mine.

::drinking hot chocolate with endless helpings of whipped cream::

::totally jamming to Beyonce’s crazy in love::

::being a devout American Idol fan::

::spending an insane amount of money at Banana Republic (mind you, i’ve never done this, but i know i would thoroughly and guiltily enjoy it)::

::watching Napoleon Dynamite’s dance scene and attempting to copy his moves:: hah!

::listening to Neil Diamond and loving every minute of it::

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i swear the dryer eats things

there is no reasonable explanation for why clothes disappear. i sort them. i wash them. i dry them. and then one day, they are gone. just gone…into oblivion. into this dark place where only shirts and pants and socks and towells know exists.

i wonder if they dread the day when they too will be sucked into this vortex of dryer terror. of no return. of tumbling and tumbling and tumbling forever.

i wonder if the dryer is secretly laughing that we are so trusting of its existence.

mmmwah…ha…ha…ha.
that evil dryer. 🙂

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and all IS right with the world

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i am convinced it doesn’t get better than this. well, maybe only slightly. let me explain…
jeff is out of town. ella is sick AGAIN. dallin is coughing. and i’m hanging in there.

but i’m so not alone. i am surrounded by some of the most genuine, caring, and true friends that can grace your presence. it’s amazing to me that they are all in one place. oxnard. odd isn’t it? i was so afraid to move to this dreadful place. or so i thought. this is where some truly elect people have gathered. if only i could bottle them up and take them with me wherever i go.

today is MJ day. and MJ, you know who you are. i am celebrating you today. i am celebrating your presence in my life. you are strong and faithful. beautiful and kind. talented and wise.

she showed up on my doorstep this morning with tulips. ahhh…yes, tulips. with friends like that and tulips like these, it definitely can’t get any better than this.

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he brings me flowers

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when i see tulips, all is right with the world.

he brings me flowers.

an unexpected gift at an unexpected time.

that’s what keeps it flowin’.

they aren’t "in the dog house" flowers.

they are "i know these will make you smile today" flowers.

and they did make me smile.

he makes me smile.

and laugh.

and giggle.

and cry.

and love.

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wind and change

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dallin made this for father’s day last year. i just happened upon it. makes me smile. family is good. family is everything. i’m glad we’re together. i need us.

change is a brewin’ in our lives. i can feel it. kinda like that one movie Chocolat. i think it was that movie where the wind would blow signifying something was about to change in their lives.
i’m feeling that wind. it’s tangible. it’s inevitable. it’s necessary. but i resist.

i’m a creature of habit. i love my comfort zone. and i would probably stay under my rock forever if someone would let me. but then i wouldn’t progress, grow, or become better. 

ughh…just let the changing winds be gentle. that’s all i ask.

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